Hello! I know I havent updated in a long time lah. JC soooo busy :( I can't believe I gave camp excel a miss. I totally missed out all the fun with my frens lah. Next time I think I should just tell wawah what's on my mind, cos he said actually I can go cos theres an extra space.

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Can you imagine me failing my essay? I think its the first time in my life lah. I failed an eng essay. :( I seriously feel so dumb in jc. Even Cam thinks so. Wherever you walk, everyone around you is smart la. I think that the friends that you make in jc life is more of.. superficial than real. (I dont hate you guys. I love my friends in JC too) It just feels different.

I'm in a dilemma. :(

What's the use of being talented, but no one appreciates it at all?

Missed badmintion with my sec sch frens :(
Was way tooooo tired.

I exposed my secret to 2 more ppl today. Arghhh.. I better stop telling ppl wad instrument I play. Well at least they didn't ask me for my grade. Haha. Most ppl dunno how the grading system works anw.

Sch tmr again. + Chinese test. Omg. :(

I hate jc life. I hate jc life. I hate jc life. I hate jc life. I hate jc life. I hate jc life.

I hate it cos I feel that its destroying my social life :(

I went back half way during cam's bday celebration.

I can't even make it for Eun's bday celebration.

Wth :(((((

Every break that we have, 30 mins to eat, 30 mins in library.

Second break, library.

I'm dying omgggggg.

I miss my frens :(((((((((((((((((((

IM SO TIRED NOW. AND I CANT BELIEVE I DID NOTHING TODAY AT ALL. NO HOMEWORK DONE. :( I didn't stick to my effing schedule at all..

I was sooo busy getting things ready. Slacked around mostly. Went for maths tuition. Now then I know binomial is damn easy lah-.-

Soo tired. Let me see what I have to hand in on monday..
-Maths reflection
-English essay
-Econs essay and task
-Chinese compo

Thats about it. Enough to kill me tmr.. And I still have to go for a concert tmr! OMG.
Cannot wait to see my bebe.


Anyhow, I removed my contacts jsut now and my eyes turned red. Any ideas why?

I'm so tired/exhausted/zoned out. Archery ended really really late today. I decided to take bus instead of train. Big mistake.
1. I had to walk out alone, along a dark and quiet place.
2. I waited for the bus till i almost vomited blood.
3. There was a bloody traffic jam.

I need my bebe :(((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((((

Things to do on Sat:
- Read up on maths! Do reflection.
- Prep for maths tuition!
- Go swimming!
- Finish chi compo!

OMG. I STILL HAVE ALOT OF THINGS TO DO ON SUN LAH.

JC life suckxzxz.







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I want to go to the Red Jumpsuit Apparatus concert.

Back from Bintan! I'm quite lazy to blog. Check out Charmaine's blog for pics and details.




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