got caught for not singin anthem and sch song.

also no name tag.

l0st my aqualip pen which i bought this morning.

got scolding frm mr toh.

i br0ke down in class.

silently.

noiseless.

they are all leaving me.

one by one.

kristle.

i swear im gonna have my revenge one day.

wait.

you just wait.

i tried to make a scar

on my wrists.

failed.

i will try.

until it succeeds.

depressed.
daybyday.

had band today.

i feel like giving up.

i really do.

im sick of everyone

around.

no one really cared.

they just treat

me invisible.

stop all the acting.

if you cant stand me den say it

i wont ever bother to disturb u again.

brokened.

had BAND today. rawkk biggie! me von and rowen sat taxi to sch cuz we thought that we were late. but in the end we were the first few! ahahas. den band started and blah blah. me and some ppl i forgot who sat ms lini's car to edgefield pri sch. cuz it was raining. hahahs. den we went for the dry walk.. sian... den after that we went to the canteen for some light lunch. den we started twisting balloons. heh heh. i was pretty afrid so i asked yvonne to help me to do. haha pro hors. after twisting the balloon we went for the parade. it rocked! band rawks forever. hahas. den we walked back to school. assembled in music room. den went home. von's dad fetch me! hahas. so kind. thats it!

lost. inside.

went shopping today. bought 2 skirts and a tank top. hahas.

today had band... haf to stand the whole day... now my hand whole the horn also the skin come out liaos... haiss..

i really DONT noe wad to do.

wtf. today step into call den chee hock showed me a sms. it was from kristle's BF. myass lor. that guy sure haf no taste. the whole class saying arhh. lazy to type more.. anyways...had band today.. it wasnt so bad... wasnt as bad as i expected.. amazingly i could blow out a b and c... i love it. i really do.

confused.

tired, exhausted, stressed.
you stepped out of my life. i lost everything. im hopeless. i dont know what to do.