i cant deny i still have thoughts on suicide.

i jammed on hard to say im sorry and take on me.
i replayed take on me sososo many times.
i still couldnt get the song right.
4-5 times lars -.-
turned the music to the loudest.
you ppl just dont noe how i feel.
i just wished i was deaf.

where were my friends when i needed them the most?
im sorry boy, but i broke ur promise.
i couldnt help it.